So, the house is a mess, with a massive pile of crap engulfing the dining table. We have soooo much shit coming with us that I have zero idea exactly how we will manage on the plane and at the airport even WITH people helping us at each end!! I have packed away all the food, yet forgotten to eat first (major d'oh), yet I haven't packed up the iMac yet (see what my priorities are can't you!!). Sometime tonight I will leave this house ready for the packers to come in tomorrow and do their bit. There's not much left that I can actually do now, yet it seems like I've not begun. Leaving Claremont will be very sad for me, but at least I have 2 weeks in Subiaco to numb the pain :)
I think I have cried every day since last Tuesday. Every time I think of having to say goodbye to my girls I tear up immediately. Hubby keeps asking if I want to change my mind, and I absolutely don't, but I am devastated to be leaving 3 girls in particular. I'm not sure which day will be the last day I see them so it's like russian roulette, wondering when it will actually end.
I wonder how I will feel tomorrow, when we are out of this house and effectively on 'holiday' for the next 2 weeks. Will I be as sad? Or will I be looking at this a little differently now that the physical hard part of sorting crap has been completed? I'll blog and let you know in a day or two :)
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